So Much Promise

John 12:4-6 But Judas Iscariot, one of his disciples (he who was to betray him), said, ⁵“Why was this ointment not sold for three hundred denarii and given to the poor?” This he said, not that he cared for the poor but because he was a thief, and as he had the money box, he used to take what was put into it.


I often wonder if Judas was picked for his betrayal of Jesus. If that were true however would Jesus have entrusted wit the groups money. I know the Father told him about Judas as the last events were about to take place, but what did he know before that. Why would you allow a thief to handle the money? Makes no sense to me. I think Judas was someone who Jesus knew had great potential. I'm sure he was an enthusiastic disciple and follower to be picked as one of the twelve. He must have shown some serious leadership skills or charismatic attributes in order to be made such a leader.


We are all unique creations. God has a purpose for each and every one of us, and we are exactly fitted to the tasks he has for us. He must add the internal fruit of the Spirit and the external Gifts of the Spirit in order for our unique self to be able to completely fulfill his plan. Jesus entrusted me with a family and two vocations that can have a real influence on people. At times I think I have honored what he has given me, while at other times I feel like I have failed to be the man he expects me to be. In a way that too is a betrayal of Jesus.


I wonder how much promise God thought I had if I placed my life in His hands? I wonder, when I meet him, if he will look in my eyes and say, "You had so much promise." I can feel that he does not condemn me, but I don't want to disappoint my Lord either. How about you? You do know that God made you with great promise as well. As Fr. Ron might say, "How's that working out for you?"