Just Another Day At The Beach

Just got home from Alpha. We had an energetic night I thought. The energy seemed to be all over the room in little conversations during the eating times and focused discussion during the meeting time. Some just kept talking after the program and the mood was way positive. This morning was an exceptional morning of golf. I played two balls for the entire round and kept score on both balls. I scored 80 on each one. I don't want to get my pride up because, although I am becoming more consistent, I know that pride comes before the fall, and with golf the fall can be sudden. I might as well just really enjoy the good moments while they last. I cooked a big home made chicken rice soup this afternoon for part of the meal tonight and I love watching people go up for more and see them eager to take home the leftovers. I miss Marsha but I love my life. Often I think that is a contradiction, but it is what it is and I can't deny that I enjoy my life, while I have my moments of wanting to turn around and share it with Marsha. Like in the picture she always brought much laughter and joy that I can lack. Yes I really miss her but especially when I encounter the best memories of who she was, and those are many.